A short note and update

I have been finding it hard to concentrate on any one thing for the past few weeks due to all that is going on in my life. And I have been very negligent over here on Substack. Many times I have felt the urge to pack it all in, to close down all my online platforms, delete all my social media accounts, and just vanish into irrelevance.

My mind has been foggy and my heart has been heavy. There are many things that are going on and I am not okay with a lot of them. A lot to do in society and a bit to do in my personal life.

My own health is of very less concern to me than that of my wife. No matter what anyone says, that’s just how I am built. I would happily die a thousands deaths just to see her smile. We are having to go private. And in a couple of months or so we will know whether we will ever be able to have kids or not. So, my concern is concentrated solely on my wife’s health and mental wellbeing.

So, forgive me, if I haven’t posted much here. I haven’t even been able to work on my book much these days as well, the short book which I should have finished writing last Christmas. A lot of everything is on hold.

It is not something I actually wanted to share much with anyone. But it is something that has changed my mindset towards a lot of things, forced me to look at things from different perspectives, and to re-analyse and re-evaluate my priorities in life. I don’t really know where our life will go from here, but I would be ever so grateful if you kept us in your thoughts and prayers.

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