Beware of the mental rot
When the rot sets in, it spreads and infects every part of your thinking, till your mind is unrecognizable and your thoughts are just a subservient to the need for acceptance in the new unstructured chaos. Beware of the rot, for it is always in all of us, and now it has a stronger means and motive for spreading its contagion.
Yes. I understand.
I suffer from this myself.
It is there when I wake, and throughout the day and in my mind before I sleep.
A constant feeling of helplessness and things gone bad and betrayal.
The knowledge that big things that society as a whole should be dealing with are not being dealt with.
Vulnerability, feeling isolated and having to think of the best way to survive and keep your loved ones safe.