Keep us in your prayers

As many of you might have noticed, I haven’t been here or on social media much lately. This has been a very trying time for us, and it is not over yet. We are off to Poland tomorrow for my wife’s surgery, whatever the outcome there is a lot for us to process, and so I will need more time to readjust to life.

It is however rather annoying that for all the benefits of national healthcare that are exalted by many when you need it the most, if mismanaged like NHS has been for decades, you instead have to go private, which we are ending up doing. But I don’t want to discuss this in detail right now. I know, ups and downs, sometimes it has done wonders for people yada yada yada. In our situation it has failed up tremendously. And we wouldn’t be in this situation if this was dealt with appropriately 2 years ago. But anyway, here we are.

I have lost a lot of interest in a lot of things these past few months. And I have been reflecting on many aspects of my life. As I said, there is a lot to process. Not many understand our pain or to be honest care. And I don’t expect people to care or understand, and for that reason I don’t really wish to explain anything. It is what it is, it is our burden, it is our life, and we will deal with it together as we have done everything else in our lives.

All I ask of you at this moment is to keep us in your prayers. As I keep you in mine.

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